Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Monday, January 10, 2005

; i regret so much. why.

why did i trust you like a trusted friend.
why talk bad about me when you said, "tell glynis, i don't hate her, i don't dislike her. ". i don't believe these crap anymore. ):

i regret. you treated me like your own sister. i told you every little thing that was bothering about me. you showered me with many love. we became really close darhlings. you were the one whom i told everything to. but now? we dirfted apart. things started to change. YOU DIAO-ED ME. YOU GAVE THAT WHATEVER LOOK WHEN I WALKED PASS YOU. YOU POINTED AT ME, TELLING SOMETHING TO YOUR GROUP OF FRIENDS. to think, my darling did that. how heartbreaking can that get? whenever i thought of what you said to me, whether is it good or bad, i feel the pain.

i don't wanna diss you. i don't have the intention to. i don't wanna create extra work for myself either. i'm tired, so is baby. now, i hope everything is settled and there's no more grudge or whatever btwn us yeahs? sigh. i've got nothing against you. (: i still treat you like my friend, my darling.

i agreed with spike. be careful of the friends you choose. i know what she's trying to mean. sigh. well, the conclusion. TRUST NO ONE. :D looks are so deceiving. don't judge a book by its cover. ive decided not to trust someone too easily. i don't wanna get backstabbed again.

broke down more than thrice today. how pathetic can that get. thanks to those who tried comforting me. SARAH, QIAO LIN, MANSURAH, QIAN YU, KRISTLE. thanks so much. now when trouble comes, it really shows who are really my true friends. deep in my heart, i know it's true. hah.

ah, blog later!

baby, everything's over now. please please study hard. concentrate on your studies and not nonsense like these yeah? i don't want you to get affected. remember what i told you about what mansurah said? remember those words. outing thise saturday! :D:D:D i love you. take care.

; i need a peaceful life.

; stick with you